Hey wassup guys...well todae nothing happened really...im just laying around...thinking of finishing THAT mission....San Andreas,why you must back out to my last moment??...aaahh...i killed ryder..but i wanna KILL big smoke...that faggot kill CJ mom....well..PSP is there for me...thank god...i played GTA LCS and VCS and manage to end both storylines...between these two...i rather go for VCS as the best storyline...sad,funny and fun....last part was sad...seeing Louise died was the part that i didnt satisfied...victor deserve to love her more rather than finishing those mendez bros.....now playing call of duty roads to victory...well..i juz realise im a geek...playing video games and not going outdoor...well im going outdoor now...haha...btw I STAND WITH FABREGAS AND I SUPPORT HIS DECISION THAT HE DID NOT SPIT ON HOUGHTON or whatever his name is...HULL CITY LOST...get it...now...what am i going to do with my life...now i gotta admit...i am really guilty of my life...i couldnt bear to stand an adult life...i wanna be a kid...playing catching...yeah...i really miss those lesson...bells ringing...uncle at drink stall say holla holla holla...when we made a sigh noise when codeiro saying something early in the morning...doing hw last min...well...i gotta admit its my fault...i shud have studied and prepare my Olevel...maybe i was cocky...mdm lim was right...i was cocky...and now i have nowhere else to go...i cant rely on my parents animore...im 18...i wish i could turn back time and turn it back to 2004...start my life back...i wish i could...but tis is reality...shit happens,life sucks....but i have to shake things off...i dun wanna feel guilty abt my life...when i die...i wanna die peacefully...i dun wan to burden ppl life...i dun wanna..i am who i am...everytime i step up of my house or i am inside my house...what i reallie want is that I wanna to make ppl smile and laugh...i dun wanna make ppl sad or dissapointed...everytime i try my best to make them happy..if they happy i am happy...even though im sad...i wanna make ppl around me to b happy...well everyday might be my last post...this could be one...god,this could be my last post